losing weight

I just want to go on record to say I have not lost any weight. I still drink occasionally and eat candy and snacks here and there.I have completely changed what I eat. I was just reading a testimonial someone ate all they wanted on a vegan diet and lost 100 lbs. I don't need to lose that much, 25 -30 would do it. I'd be happy with 5-10 off. I am not motivated. particularly because when you are 59 how good can you look.. more wrinkly and haggy.I don't have the money or the interest to go to spas for treatment.
 I have seen written, a vegan diet and the weight falls off of you. Mine is stuck on.I refused to go back to wondering when I can eat again and rifling through the cabinets like a drug addict who needs a fix. Its still portion size calories in. there is no free lunch.
My husband has lost 14 lbs. I have lost zero.I do not work as hard as he does.I am still trying to just be healthy avoiding excess of unhealthy things and drink more water.I think my appetite for junk food has decreased but weight "falling off " not happening!
 I would make the farmers happy blowing up in record time and tipping the scales if I were a poor critter.I was skinny until the age of 33. I do think all those hormones and antibiotics they pump into the animals gets in to who ever eats the meat. They say every year we are getting fatter and fatter. I don't eat at fast food places I can't blame them. I blame opportunity and availability. My goal is to lower my cholesterol and maybe when I clean that out I with have the weight "fall off" Not holding my breathe.